Suicidal note

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Cash me,

As I fall into you.

You drive me into madness

I think now I understand

What it means to be lost.

 

I thought that I was strong,

But I cannot take it anymore.

I know how to stop the pain,

If there is not another way.

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I’ve been screaming
on the inside.

I’ve been calling

At your name.
And you still no feel my pain,

I guess it was over long time ago.

 

How can you think that I can pretending?

That everything is going to be alright?

With the whole world is falling around us.

Do you think that I don’t see?

The dying light of what we used to be?

 

We are so different

I don’t understand how we get here.

I knew deep inside,

It was destined to go wrong.

 

Now I can even hear my own thoughts,

So many dreams were broken

And so much was sacrificed.
Was it worth to leave me behind?

Will all your sins be justified?

 

I know how to stop the pain

If there is not another way.

 

First cuts the neatest,

I didn’t feel a thing.

Second cuts the deepest,

Never enough.

Third cuts the longest,

I just lost control.

Forth cuts the boldest,

I will never can wash the blood from my hands.

 

Don’t try to analyze me

I am not crazy.

I am addicted to pain,

And no one understand me.