I thought I heard yours footsteps

coming up the stairs

but it was only my broken heart

pounding un my ears.

I thought I saw your light

flicker in the broken glass of the window

but it was only my eyes

refleckting my despair.

And alone I will always wander

through the dark water

until I collect every shattered piece

of my broken little heart

and wait for a reason to exist AGAIN.

Cash me,

As I fall into you.

You drive me into madness

I think now I understand

What it means to be lost.

I thought that I was strong,

But I cannot take it anymore.

I know how to stop the pain,

If there is not another way.

I’ve been screaming
on the inside.

I’ve been calling

At your name.
And you still no feel my pain,

I guess it was over long time ago.

How can you think that I can pretending?

That everything is going to be alright?

With the whole world is falling around us.

Do you think that I don’t see?

The dying light of what we used to be?

We are so different

I don’t understand how we get here.

I knew deep inside,

It was destined to go wrong.

Now I can even hear my own thoughts,

So many dreams were broken

And so much was sacrificed.
Was it worth to leave me behind?

Will all your sins be justified?

I know how to stop the pain

If there is not another way.

First cuts the neatest,

I didn’t feel a thing.

Second cuts the deepest,

Never enough.

Third cuts the longest,

I just lost control.

Forth cuts the boldest,

I will never can wash the blood from my hands.

Don’t try to analyze me

I am not crazy.

I am addicted to pain,

And no one understand me.

I had to fake myself and run away,

Your love was nothing but a clear mistake.

Now I find shelter in lies and betrayal,

I want to be alone and then fade.

– I will kill you – Brad puts his arms around his neck

– Why? – Daro asks

– I really really like you

Brad says as if this explains it all, and maybe it does, in a way, and the fact that he likes him is reason enough.

– You just want to get into my pants – Daro says

– You know that isn’t true – Brad says

Daro looks up at him and doesn’t look away.

– Well, you know they’re not going to accept this feeling – Brad adds to his answer

– You dont have to care about what they think

Brad steps forward and puts his hands under Daro’s shirt.

– Oh my sweet boy, I’m going to kiss you now and maybe I will going to forgive your life

– Okay – Daro says.

And the whole blood fell drop by drop to the ground.

I’ve seen this dream a while.
You’re smiling, I know it hurts.
Under this dark veil of the night we’re covered
I know we both are bleeding.
You’re alone, I’m alone, and we’re empty.
Drown in this ocean’s abyss.

I saw this mermaid.
Another puppet in Poseidon’s hands.
She’s dancing with an ethereal move
Beneath this silent ocean.
Moon rises up, and she’s ready to hide.
The spells still keep her caged but alive.
She’s still waiting him to come.
Once and for all, she will sing.
“We’re drifting far beyond the edge…Freedom”

Don’t search for answers when the questions never existed.
You have your path, another one pawn on the chessboard.
You’re drowning in a spoon with water.
That’s because this is the way they taught you.
And I don’t know if I shall drown or escape.
But still you’re an innocent.

Drop the mask that you hide your heart.
Keep pretending you’re okay.
Still you’re here asking for something
When things already lead to an end.

Swim and swim before we’re drown.
Swim and swim save your life.
I’m just another one boat drown in the deeps of the sea.
Reaching the bottom of this
Without even finding a treasure.
Then you know, it was all a lie.

Eyes watered with tears.
Hands shaking such as swimming.
A heart beat pounding without a breath.
Falling apart for once again.
Disappointed for once again.

Versión en español: Silencioso Océano